Friday

It's the day of the week that all wait for, from kid to adult friday is the day that people feel they can relax. I wait all week for this day because then I know I can relax and not worry so much about school. Although I may have to study during the weekend I still have time for some fun. I feel like the weights are lifted off my shoulders when school is done on fridays. I work work work all week long and when friday arrives I know it's time to take a break.

Senior VP

Today I picked up my class officer form. Nest year I am planning to be Senior class VP. I will be dedicated and on track at all times. I want to do the best job I can possibly do. I am ready to take the challege that is given to me. I want this position more than anything right now. Being class VP would mean the world to me.

Prom

Prom... its the event of the year that every high school student dreams of. Girls are looking for the perfect dress and the fix up from head to toe, guys can't wait to put there amazing tux on and see there date for the night. Yet every high school student doesn't see what it takes to plan the prom. They don't see behind the curtains, behind is a hectic mess that is trying to get organized. I have been in this mess from the get go. I am part of class council and I am helping plan the Junior prom. Although it may get hectic I love every bit of it. I love being involved in my class and being able to give a helping hand. I'm just as excited for prom as any other student but I feel a sence of accomplishment when I get the job done. I'm not just excited for the dress or the fix up, I'm excited to see what the end result is. I have been stressing about the invitations and DJ for prom all year long and I am ready to see if all my hard work payed off.

Choices

Every day you come upon a choice you need to make. The question is do you take the right path to the right choice? Do we ever know the answer to what is right or wrong? A choice is a decision you make. I have been having to make many choices in the past year. I struggle to pick the right path. I make a list of pros and cons and I can never decide what to do. In the next year I need to make a choice on what college I want to go to. I am keeping my options open to where I want to go. I have to think about everything from major to prices to scholarships. I really want to make the right choice of college and major. At the moment I am planning on majoring in Nursing. I feel I would be a good nurse in the future, it is also a job that is always needed. This is my dilemma that I am trying to resolve.

HUGS

Sometimes all you want is a "hug". You feel down sometimes and don't know what to do. The first thing I think of is a hug. You can never stay away from a loving hug. It make you feel warm inside and want to keep on hugging. I just thought of this while I was thinking of my mom. I really miss her and all I want is a single hug from her. I only get to see pictures of her now and it makes me sad not being able to see her. It makes me cry even thinking about the fact. (tearing up) I also miss my little brothers, they mean the world to me and I feel so guilty for not being able to see them. Mom if you are reading this I just want to tell you "I LOVE YOU".
Writting blogs makes me feel like I have taken something off of my chest. I feel like a weight is lifted off of my shoulder. I feel that writting things out is the only way I can express my emotions. I feel they show my true colors and what I'm feeling at the time.